1000 thoughts going through my mind
I should be gratefull but I’m not
And this huge pain I’m feeling in my chest
I try to breath slowly, just to relax
But I can’t !!!
One Million thoughts of what could have been my life
Of everything that I have sacrificed,
But in the end I question
“Was it all worth the effort ?”
Or am I just delaying a disaster by days ? Or minutes ?
I guess I will never know