Julian GM Alimin's Blog » Family Matters http://julianalimin.com I'm getting Married!!! Thu, 04 Aug 2011 03:45:38 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.4 Memperbaiki Keadaan http://julianalimin.com/2006/06/memperbaiki-keadaan/ http://julianalimin.com/2006/06/memperbaiki-keadaan/#comments Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:24:15 +0000 GM http://julianalimin.blog.friendster.com/2006/06/5/ Sekarang g coba mendekati ade g pelan2. Dengan mendekati hal yang paling ia sukai yaitu motor. G mulai blajar motor dech, siapa tau g bisa dapatkan kepercayaan dia lagi.

Doain ya.

]]> http://julianalimin.com/2006/06/memperbaiki-keadaan/feed/ 2 My Brother http://julianalimin.com/2006/06/my-brother/ http://julianalimin.com/2006/06/my-brother/#comments Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:02:30 +0000 GM http://julianalimin.blog.friendster.com/2006/06/my-brother/ I Love my Brother more than anything. But now he’s making it so hard for me to show it. I always blame myself for his misbehavior. I should be his Role Model. So anything he does reflects on me. I’m so sad right now.

He thinks that school isn’t that important anymore. Rather Loves to spend time outside that with his family. Everyday i’m so afraid ’cause of those dark paths that he could take some day, and i tell you it isn’t easy to get back from there. Actually it’s fucking hard.

If heard that at school every teacher and staff is comparing him with me. How hard would life be when u know that u can’t compare 2 ur perfect brother. Perfect, it’s not that i think that i am. But over the time i’ve made quite a reputation over myself. And now it’s all my fault ?!?!?!?

And when i went to College i pushed him away ’cause i felt not 2 play with kids anymore. Fuck it.

Sometimes when i see his friends i want to kill em cause i know they are bad company for him, or aren’t they. Dunno.

Everything is far 2 complicated now ! ! !

Sometimes when i ride on my bike 2 work, i try so hard 2 hold my tears cause i know that everything become 2 fucked up now 2 repair. Damn it.

Life was so much easier through the eyes of a child.

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